
JessiGurl18's Web Journal
Welcome to my online diary! I hope you enjoy reading about what happens in my everyday life. Enjoy!
I'm so depressed! 
How is everyone today? As for me, its been a hectic life. I passed the FCAT (if anyone reading this is a Floridian, you know what I'm talking about!) and everything was good! Classes ended on the 17th and I was ready to spend time with my boyfriend!! I was so happy about that... but it was messed up... I got in trouble (with my parents) and everything went down the drain...
So, I can't talk to my boyfriend for a while cuz it was both ways (he got in trouble as well!) I'm so sad! 
I think it'll be okay... hopefully everything will go back to normal! Anyways, I got an award from Love is Blood Awards!

I'm so happy about that! Something to cheer me up! My fic, To Love so Much got nominated for best Spike POV, Buffy POV, and best AU! Anyone want a read?
It's chapter two of my story! Here ya go!
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“Hi mom,” I mumbled as I made my way through the kitchen, grabbing a croissant from the plate on the island. I chewed on the pastry, not wanting to eat it anyways.
“Ready to go to school?” my mother asked.
“Uh… yeah,” I perplexedly remarked as I grabbed my bag from the countertop and readied myself to go out the door. My mom looked at me awkwardly. “Honey, don’t you want any breakfast?”
“No, I’ll be fine, bye.” I kissed her cheek and walked out the back door. After a while of walking I reached the school campus.
“Buffy,” a female voice called from behind me, all cheery and soft. I turned to see
“Hey
“I was wondering if I could see your homework, Buff…”
“I didn’t do it…” Should I tell her? She turned to me, an eyebrow raised in curiosity.
“Why not?” I sighed as we sat down at one of the benches in the garden.
“I trust you,
“What is it? You know you can trust me…” Here goes nothing…
“I-I was with William…” I felt relieved when I said that. Somehow
“What? On my God! Tell me!”
“Willow, please…” My eyes wanted to water into pools of tears.
“Something happened… I’m getting worried, Buffy…” I could hear the concern in her voice. I had to tell her the rest.
“We… didn’t use protection,
“What? But… how? Buffy…” She put a hand on my shoulder, smoothing out the wrinkled on my shirt. My chest ached with sharp pains as the tears began to flow down my face.
“I have no regrets, Willow… none.”
“Then, what’s wrong?” Here came the hard part…
“He left before I even woke up… he left me there… with a note. He just left me.”
“Oh Buffy,”
“Please… don’t say anything… I don’t want him to get in trouble,” I pleaded, and wiped my tears away, leaving my cheeks flushed with crimson.
“Alright…” We stood up and made our way in the school. The hallways were a bit crowded, but it was easy to dodge the group of ditzy girls and varsity football players.
We finally got into class. It was English class, and it was rather easy since it was our senior year and our teacher was taking it lightly on us. Something didn’t feel right that day… maybe I forgot something for class, but I made sure… binder, Literature book, grammar workbook… yep, I had everything. Then I realized what was wrong: our English teacher wasn’t there at the desk. I turned to
Suddenly, the door opened leisurely, revealing the person behind it. He wore reading glasses and his brown hair was short and a bit messy. He had a white dress shirt with a gray Armani tie loosely dangling from his neck, apparently undone. His shirtsleeves were rolled up to his elbows and the hem was tucked in his black slacks chaotically, and in his hand was a suitcase. The man turned to the class as he stood behind the desk. I couldn’t believe my eyes and quickly averted my eyes to my hands. My mouth dropped in awe at the figure.
It was William.
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Anyone wants to read more, go and visit my site! 
Gotta go! See ya!